Monday, January 19, 2009

life

I’m as big as a house. That just came out. That’s not at all what I was going to talk about.


My family is on the dawn of change. Major change. As that time draws near, I am trying to soak in things as they are. I am trying to capture every moment with my son that I can while it is just the two of us. I am trying to sit back and relax with my husband during the evenings while they remain uninterrupted by a baby that needs to eat. I would be sleeping through the night if my hormones would let me - so let’s just say I’m doing that as much as I can. I have scaled back my activities so I can focus on who and what matters most to me. I love our lives as they are. But I know even though I am fearful of change, soon our lives will be more blessed than I can imagine and more full and complete than I can anticipate.


Christmas has come and gone, New Year's hype is over, my son's big birthday party is complete, and now the next big event of the year in our lives is at our doorstep.